Lately I'm not very happy when it comes to the school works. There are some people who like to take advantages from others, especially to those new and young teachers. What a hateful situation. I realize something about me that I never know before. Maybe some people they really like to drive very fast on the road but not for ma. I'm not a person who can drive very fast because I will easily feel nervous and of course I'm not very confident in driving yet. But for certain reason today, I speed up and without me realizing it, the meters had show the numbers that I will never believe or maybe I never step on it ever. Now I know I tend to drive very fast under stress. So, yes it's very dangerous for me to drive when I'm angry and full of stressful and exhaustiveness.
Before this I only know that I will crave for something sweet when I am under pressure, or maybe I want to go for a shopping but now one more things that help me to release the stress is through driving. Maybe I should drive on the circuit as one of my hobby or way to help me reducing my feeling and make me feel better. But knowing the fact that I actually tend to drive very fast when I am under stress is not good for me, I'm afraid that one day it may become a habit and I can never stop driving really fast. I really hope I'll adapt with the school soon so that I'll feel better and will never drive really fast again.
