Who is your hero?

Back then when I was about eight or maybe ten, I had a dream to be one of the SAILOR MOONS. One of the reasons was that they had a very cute dress or the uniform the one they wore when they had the fight with the evil one .a Part from that they were also beautiful. I really want to be like them and really adore them. I can still remember that sailor moon series was aired at 9 on Sunday morning. I rarely can watch it because I had school to attend, but if I had some reason for not going to school I will never miss. During the school holiday this was one of the program that I will never miss except for some reason for example if I was going back to my hometown or perhaps we were having our breakfast at the stall. With the colorful dress and maybe I think they were also cute and of course I liked the only hero in the story (the man who was wearing the black tuxedo with the mask) I thought that he was really handsome. I want to have someone like him too in my life. This series had a very big impact on me when I was a child.

With the change of time, I begin to like CARDCAPYOR SAKURA. I really like the cute and adorable Sakura, Syaoran Li and Sakura card guardian, Yukito (whom Sakura had a crushed on him). I think I watched this on the Saturday morning at NTV7. Of course the characters make me like it more. Now I kept to myself the collection of Sakura and Syaoran picture in my laptop and not to forget Yukito with his white wings just to remember my childhood. Being a child was so much fun.

Now, today, as a 23 years old young lady, I still like SAILOR MOON AND SAKURA so much. Now, NTV7 has show back the SAILOR MOON series, but it was not the one I had watched during my childhood, however I still sit in front the TV and really excited to watch it. One of my aims now is to buy the SAILOR MOON series.

There are many reasons for me to keep liking this cartoon series. It is not an ordinary series because it contains a lot of my memories in it, whether it was the bad one and also the good one. When I was a child I like the series because it was cute and now I really want to one of the sailor moons. I want to be a hero. That sound really absurd but that is my dream to be a hero. I will always imagine myself doing something that might help people everywhere ad anywhere I go. As possible as I can, I want to protect people from any harm especially my love one. I think that is a noble dream. Furthermore, the SAILOR MOONS, has giving me a very good impression of the relationship between friends. They had a good relationship with each other and of course they were willing to help each other in whatever situation happen. While in the real world, is there anyone can be like that, to sacrifice their life for their friends and also their enemy. Of course there were also some sense of romance in the series between the sailor moon and the Mamoro (tuxedo mask). Everyone likes to live life which full of love and everyone is also trying to find the true love. All of the theme that were portray in the series was just the one that is relate with our reality except for the person who can change to be a beautiful warrior to protect the earth. For me, the sailor moon (Usagi) has everything people wants in their life. I really want that too. That is why I never dislike SAILOR MOON.

(credit for picture: shiningmoon.com.pl)

The holiday is over (only for them)!!!!!

The school holiday was over for the past one week, adik just went back to IPOH for her class. Chik went back to his school (though it’s not that far from the house but still he’s not home). Abang is starting his school too. Mama and papa are back to the same schedule as a busy teacher and it left me alone at home. For me, the holiday has just started. There will be about 3 month for me to enjoy myself at HOME.

I thought that I will never have this kind of long holiday during the time I study at the university, luckily a year before my graduation; I have the change to have a very long holiday. I just got home a fort nigh ago, and had spend a very wonderful days at my sweet home with my lovely sister and brothers. We did not had and spend much time on special occasion or activities like others had done during their holiday, but still I enjoy being with them. I have been a very long time (I guess) for me to gather with my sibling like this. Even watching movies together can be fun activities. Waiting in front of the laptop just to watch the Korean series with them make me feel happy because I can share my interest with them. It was kind of funny that we have been watching the Korean series that I thought that they will never like.

Mama said that I had influenced them to be just like me. Well cannot help myself to fall in love with all the Korean series, because they had the cute and smart guy in the stories. And of course it just not the same with our Malay series. Even though the theme of the story is just the same which is LOVE but still the way of the presentation and story line is not the same and it is not the same compare with other series and plus the view is beautiful (cause in my dream I am dreaming of staying at the place like had been portrait in the series and really want to touch the snow with my hands and the beautiful flowers).

I had been a secretary for my little brother (Chik and Abang) doing their home work. I had done with the assignment (the family history) for Chik, that I had done it ten years ago. But children nowadays are very lucky because they have all the technology to help them with their work. For example the computer and of course the internet the most referred source for the assignment (including me=)), they did not need to go to the library anymore to get a little information for their assignment. I had thought about something, I guess that the school systems had never change since I had left the school for about 5 years ago because my 13 years old brother is still doing the same assignment as I am doing ten years ago. This is something need to be ponder, maybe I can change it when I am the minister of education (huhuhu when will the time come??). The unexpected thing was that I am had helped with the art homework. Shall I praise myself for doing the art work? I never did my art work unless it was a classroom work and now I doing it for my little brother.

What else I can do to fill up my schedule as a very free person for now. I have a plan to improve my English but I am just too lazy to start with the plan. It’s holiday of course and I should not think anything about my study isn’t it? Next semester will be my last semester to really study and the last semester is my real battle to face with the reality of the career. Not sure if I can be ready by that time. Enough for now, if I keep babbling about what will happen in the future I will never reach an end. I hope that my life will be getting better and better day by day. For my adik, abang and chik selamat belajar. Belajaq rajin-rajin!!!!!

Teachers’ Day celebration…

This year I have been celebrating teacher’s day at a secondary school. But for me the best ever teacher’s day celebration was during my school time at SMK Agama Sik especially when I was form five. The teachers and the students were very sporting, participating in the event and activities. Teachers were happy and students had the opportunity to see different side of our teachers’ attitude. They were having fun just like us. They were playing just like us and happily participating in the program conducted by us with happy heart and without thinking of anything else except for having fun.

At that day, we know our teachers are not that scary as they look. They are also human being have the feeling to be happy like others. They are being fierce and strict because they want to shape us to be a good person and useful individual to the country and religion. For them the teacher’s day is the only day that they might having some rest from their workload, they will be having a lot of fun with their students.

Back then the celebration of the teacher’s day was very fun, teacher forget all of the bother that they were having with us and play with a lot of fun. I was enjoying that moment so much and I hope one day I can celebrate a teacher’s day like that and it will be happy memories every year during the teacher’s day. But during this teacher’s day, I don’t think that the teachers here are having fun just like my teacher at the old school. Maybe there’s something that had hold them back from having that much fun.

For me teachers need to appreciate themselves during the celebration of teacher’s day because it can be a source of motivation to upgrade their spirit to teach. Students should also show their gratitude and appreciation to their teachers so that their teacher will be having more fun in teaching. It is not to say that the teacher need the gratitude and appreciation but know that someone has appreciate them will make them happier and have more motivation and aspiration.

Teacher is someone who does not need anything to make sure they do their work. I think they are the sincerest person in the world if I am comparing all of the teacher with my previous teachers especially during my secondary school. They will do anything for us to make sure the students success in the study. It is not that time to spill out the story but for me my teachers is the best teacher’s ever. I’ll pray for their best where ever they are now. May Allah always bless their life.

Bad guy…

Lama sudah aku terlupa untuk menulis. Namun jari terlalu ingin kembali berlari-lari di muka papan kekunci ini. Ingin meluahkan sesuatu namun tak tahu apa yang ingin di sampaikan tak tahu apa yang dapat difokuskan. Dan sebenarnya apa yang sedang bermain di fikiran ini, betapa manusia dapat berubah hanya dengan perasaan dendam. Manusia menjadi tabah dengan perasaan dendam, manusia menjadi sabar dengan perasaan dendam, manusia menjadi kuat kerana perasaan dendam, dan manusia yang hidupnya huru-hara kerana dendam.

This is the effect of watching the Korean series bad guy. I can’t stop thinking of the main character in the story which his character makes me cry almost in every episode of the series. The actor really knows how to play with the emotion. His facial expression, his gesture, his emotion really touch my heart. The mood keeps lingering in my mind until I feel the sentiment he want to express. I can feel his hurting heart; I can feel his sadness and sorrow in his eyes. Know that his is in a very deep pain because of the suffering from the childhood. Never watch a series that affect me that much. How can be a person survives with the feeling for the whole of his life? I keep wondering to myself if there are person like has been mention in this series. If there are person like in this series, pity him that is a horrible life that he has to face.

For me he is not a bad guy, his act is all because the effect from what he had faced in his past. He grows up with the feeling that he need to seek for the truth for his parent and for those who had destroyed his life. For me this one of the best Korean drama I ever watch. The ost of the series also really can touch your heart. Although the actor who play the main character is not someone that I like but I end up liking him and trying to find more Korean series or movie that staring him as the actor. I really adore his acting. This is the link for the OST in this BAD GUY series http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkYNr_jFCnk&feature=related

I really enjoy this series and for me it contain a lot of moral values if you really look into it. do not judge people based on their status, and people who you might think is a good person sometime can be worse that you can imagine.

A question in my mind

Is it ok to be in loved with your students or maybe I can make it more romantic if the student and teacher is in love together? Is there any law in the teacher’s rules say that teacher and students should not fall in love or to be in love? For me there are no problems as long as the teacher does not mix his personal things with his career. But usually as a human being it is impossible to make it separate between your personal life and your profession. Are there any reality cases that involve teacher and students? But in these days I think there are a lot of these cases but still remain silent and unknown to the society. It is maybe rarely happen in the school between teachers and students but I think there are a lot of these situations happen in universities or college. I think there are several cases happen very close to me. My friends, seniors, cousin someone who is just around me some ended with a happy ending and some ended with a sad ending. But the question now, it is ethical to be in love with your own students or teachers? I think I need to revise the rules and regulation or the ethical guideline for the teachers if there is any. I don’t even know if it there. Maybe can ask my mother if she has one. People might think why do I need to raise this question, it is just that I had been watching some movies or reading some stories that show the love between teachers and students lately, so this kind of question come out from my mind.

But for me as a future teacher to be with Allah’s permission, I think I should really avoid this. It may ruin the reputation and the relationship with the students. Teacher can be bias towards the students. Even if she or he says that he can be a very professional one but we just as a human being cannot escape from being indulge with the emotional matters. The fact that if the female teacher fall in love with her students, is not very suitable because obviously the student is younger that the teacher. They are not mature enough to deal with the matter of feeling although this is the stage where they will start to find someone from the opposite sex as their so call friend. And for me I think that as a teacher we should not encourage them to have that kind of relationship so early, because they have like thousands of other things to do. They can also find more people when they go to universities and working area. The most important think Islam prohibit coupling. Obviously if teacher fall in love with the students they cannot get married as soon as possible because the students might have a long journey of life before thinking about marriage. Whatever decision or opinion you might have, it’s all depending on you. Everyone have their own stand but for me I will try to restraint myself from being like that, because my work is to educate my students and them useful to the country and religion.