i want a new start

It's has been a long time, I didn't update anything in this blog. why???
I don't even have the answers for this. Maybe because I'm to busy with my life as a student. But I want to start again because i think i need it. I don't know why but I really need it. maybe I can't say that I feel that I need a medium to voice out all of the thing that always floating in my mind. Weird!!! I am a weird person. If some people need to talk to someone else to untie all the things in their mind, but I don't work for me I'm not that kind of person. When it come to communication with person, I'm bad at it. But I think I am good at writing down my feeling. So here I am. feeling that I am all alone here (not at my home) that is the strong reason for me to write again. That is why, I will not have any update when I am at home. Since, I am at my hostel and I don't know what else can I do, so i think it is the best opportunity to continue to write and just say the things that I want without hurting others feeling.