I think I am a lady with a few words when it comes to the person I don’t know. I am not the one that is really friendly and can talk whatever topic with a person I barely know and a person that I just meet for 5 minutes. It is hard for me to be very close to a person but once I know them I will be very friendly and kind to them. Sometime people will always have their own impression on me, know that I am a lady that is not easy to smile, and my face look fierce, and they’ll say that I am an arrogant person. But that is the nature of me. I always want to change but it is very hard that every time I try to be friendly to a person I just know that the person will not talk to me back, and then it is the end for my intention to change. At the end I’ll become the old Waniy.
Masih juga masalah nan satu ni tak settle. Betapa terbebannya kepala otak ni. Kenapa? Aku sendiri tak boleh nak bagi jawapan. Walaupun masalah kecil, bila lagi satu pihak macam tak nak bagi kerjasama so this problem will not smoothly settle down. Apa la, tolong la jadi professional sikit. Dah penat dah nak tunggu semua ni settle, and sekarang saya dah tak nak susah-susah fikir. Kalau nak settle nanti settle sendiri la kot.
"فَٱصْبِرْ إِنَّ وَعْدَ ٱللَّهِ حَقٌّۭ وَٱسْتَغْفِرْ لِذَنۢبِكَ وَسَبِّحْ بِحَمْدِ رَبِّكَ بِٱلْعَشِىِّ وَٱلْإِبْكَرِ => Maka bersabarlah kamu, karena sesungguhnya janji Allah itu benar, dan mohonlah ampunan untuk dosamu dan bertasbihlah seraya memuji Tuhanmu pada waktu petang dan pagi." (QS. AL MU'MIN:55)
This verse helps me a lot in dealing with my personal life for now. I need to be really patient because it is actually just a small matter. But it is easy to be said than done. The theory part is the easiest one but when it comes to the practical part you will never know what will happen in the end. *sigh* Sometime we can do something unreliable when we think irrationally.
