Being with sisters and brothers who will take STPM, who does not have the opportunity to further study at university like I do, make me remember a very close friend whom now I don’t know about her anymore because of the honesty of hers. It had ruined our friendship. I am trying to feel the feeling of sadness, sorrow, the black and dark spirit which they feel when people around them keep asking them which universities will they entered. I am trying to be with them, to feel what they feel. Maybe they just want to give up, but the fact that they need to face it is just too cruel for them. Maybe some of them feel grateful because they are given second change to change their live. I am trying to help. I want to help them. I want to be with them giving my full support for them so that they will never lose their hope in planning their life. I want my dear sisters and brothers to success in whatever they want to do. But for me who ever they are they have the spirit that will help them to be success in their life. They already past the obstacle when they continue with the form six class and they just need to be stronger that this to be a university students. Some of them do have their own plan and they are actually trying to achieve it. I just like their spirit and want to learn from them. That is why I think being the facilitator for this program may bring some happiness and gives me some values that may help me in becoming good teacher and very patient students. I need to realize not all things that I want will come to me just because I want it. But I need to try harder to have it and to achieve it. I think I learn something from this program. I realize that the path that Allah had show to us has its own benefit to us. Not to be too sad if he give us the trial but just think the positive ways to boost our motivation for us and so that we can make it through the problems although we think that it is possible for us to do it. I’ll pray for their success, I wish they will get what they want.
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