Hujung minggu yang kosong…

Bersama dengan hard disk yang penuh dengan movies and series or drama, hidup aku masih lagi rasa kosong. Jumaat berlalu dengan cepat sebab ada benda yang telah aku isi. Sabtu berlalu tanpa aku sedari sebab aku isi dengan waktu rehat yang aku rasa minggu lepas telah aku korbankan untuk preparation for the micro teaching. 

Semalam dah habiskan dengan tengok wajah, my ‘boy friend’ (dia adalah hak milik umum, huhuhu).  sanggup bersengkang mata, habiskan episod-episod the reality show. He looked really pure, innocent and young at that time. I really like him very much. Tersenyum, tergelak, tersengih dan menangis sorang-sorang dekat bilik, sebab rasanya my roommate memang tak ada kat bilik semalam. He seems really different from the drama series I had watched before. I thought I saw different side of him, and he is really a unique person. 

it's him who took my heart away...

Tiba-tiba rasa macam aku sorang-sorang sangat dekat sini, tiba-tiba rasa macam aku patut balik rumah this week. Biar la walau cuti pendek, atau aku bakal penat, tapi balik saja-saja dengan sesuka hati aku memang aku membuatkan aku refresh balik semangat yang hilang. Hampir dengan exam membuatkan kita mudah hilang semangat dan memerlukan something that may drive you towards the success especially with all the marks that you got, that did not satisfy you. Although, I feel that I want more, but I need to accept the fact that I only deserved the marks given by the lecture. 

Towards the end of this battle I begin to be shaken by only small trial, cause I feel very tired and really exhausted with all of the day and as the journey goes on, I think I need someone to give me the support, who will be very understanding and will be there for me, where ever and when ever, I need him. Realizing that I need to be grateful enough because he already gives me all I want in my life, but still I’m being greedy, asking for more from him. Now, it’s the moment that I'm asking him for more, and hoping that this request will be fulfill one day. So,  i really need to belief in him and always remember that he will always help me in every situation, not to forget him, not to ignore him, because truly, he is the only one who will always be by my side.